just for a sp/it second

i love

2011-07-28T10:47:00.001-07:00

i love..

waking up to the emptiness of a house :)

Rewind

2011-07-24T00:31:00.000-07:00

i want to rewind time. pause. and just enjoy it again.

but then again, reality doesnt work like that.

how unfortunate.

another note;

i want to move down and live by kits beach.

after my photoshoot down there today, the family left and i managed to sneak in some alone time before meeting up my friend. Everything was perfect. Couldnt ask for better weather. The breezy of the wind upon my skin. The kiss of sun against my skin. Haven't felt so good in a long time.

Not to mention, the good looking white boys everywhere. Some playing volleyball :) wow. sexy much?

July 23. I like you :) Thanks for such a great day.

it's boiling inside

2011-07-13T17:28:00.000-07:00

wow, so this is what i friggin get in return?

I just dont want to care for you anymore. Why bother waste my frickin time?

I've never been so angry, so pissed, so disappointed.

Thanks.

seriously,

Thanks for wasting my frickin time.

I hope you have a good life.

Just keep living the way you are right now.

i'm sure you're enjoying this life.

Ha, yeah right.

My ass.

pain

2011-07-11T16:01:00.001-07:00

your words are like a thousand stab wounds that leaves nothing but painful scars

i wish

2011-07-03T21:56:00.000-07:00

why are you so confusing. I like the times we hang. it's so fun but then it's only those couple of days. Other days, i dont hear from you at all. sucks. leaves me hanging :(

but, u're cute.

ergh

2011-06-21T23:58:00.000-07:00

why havent i done anything?

It's been a while

2011-06-14T14:56:00.001-07:00

My heart continues to break to see you like this.

=\

2011-04-09T22:57:00.000-07:00

I part of me feels like i've lost two of my good friends.

I dont feel as comfortable as before now, tbh.

You guys are together, and i feel like if i'm there, i'm just intruding.

i miss you guys.

:(

2011-04-03T01:47:00.000-07:00

This hurts.
I truly just want to be here and help you through this.
But i cant, when i dont know what's going on.
I wish you'd talk to me.
I wish you'd let me know how you feel, how scared you are.
Because, if i were in your shoes, i'd be frighten.

If you happen to stumble upon this site,

i just want you to know, i dont want to see you suffer.

I'm not here to judge you. I want to be your shoulder for you to lean on.

I want to be your friend.

I dont care what you have done. Just let me know what's going on.

Im worried sick for you.

It saddens me to find out what's going on through someone else.

I dont understand why you dont talk to me.

Am i that scary to approach? That scary to talk to?

If i do look like that to you, i'm sorry i guess.

You should know be by now that i'm tired of seeing you go through the darkest of dark.

That's why i say that things i say.

I just want to encourage you to not make the same mistakes again.

I'm sorry if that didnt translate the way it did.

I'm sorry for being such a bad friend.

I'm sorry for the introduction.

I'm sorry that you have to go through this.

I'm sorry.

Where'd you go...

2011-02-05T00:39:00.001-08:00

I miss you so.

Biggest pet peeve:

2011-01-06T00:32:00.000-08:00

I really dislike it when promises aren't kept.

If the chances of not holding your end of the bargain is slim, then dont even bother making the promise. Simple as that.

Reminder:

2011-01-05T21:04:00.001-08:00

Others may but I may not.

=\

2010-12-30T16:06:00.000-08:00

not gonna deny. it hurts.
perhaps it was my mistake.
I've questioned myself. If i had not butt in. If i had stayed out of it. I would probably not be in this position right now.
TBH, i believed what you said. I really did. You had my hopes up.
But, i guess my fault for even believing it.

No matter how much i try it's not gonna be the same.

Benefit of the doubt

2010-12-10T12:36:00.000-08:00

I seriously don't know what is going on in your mind.
Why are u such a PITA to read?
Someone says on thing about you and I don't see it. Tbh, it worries me.
I just wanna know you but that ain't gonna happen if I'm the only one trying.
Are you even the slightest ............?
I can't deny, you def. got my attention.

Biggest fear

2010-11-27T15:50:00.000-08:00

Yes.
Them snakes and insects make me scared.
But this is far worst than that.
Insects compared to this fear is minuscule.
Cause
It brings separation. Brokenness. Deceit. Temper. Tears.
It's the complete opposite of something good.
I'm afraid. Very afraid. I don't knw what to do.
I want it to end. I want this fear to no longer exist.
Go away. I beg of you. You dont belong here.
You have no right to steal kill and destroy.

hmm?

2010-11-14T21:34:00.000-08:00

although i may seem alright..

but sometimes, i'm not.

it's a front that i'm used to putting up.

To be honest,

i dont know what i'm feeling?

scared?

disappointed?

sad?

who knows.

But, haii..

perhaps, i just need someone

to shake some senses

and say to me,

wake up joanne.

You dont need whatever you're craving.

just.

look

up,

where He

will

never

let.

you

go.

the best

2010-10-30T20:04:00.000-07:00

I want to be the best that i can be in media all for the glory of God.
Lord, here i am. Use me.

these few weeks have been a blessing:
Jay Koopman + Steve Chua + Sunday Beards.. .. Regeneration
Jaeson Ma + Caleb Lin .... 1040 Screeninig.

It's all because He loves. It's just that simple.
I am Revived, Renewed, Restored.
Hello world, bring it on. I know if God is on my side, i'm in the majority already.

Lee-Ann being there with me is even better. She is such an encouragement to my walk with God. If you ever read this, I love you sis.

;)

2010-10-03T23:55:00.000-07:00

wai you sao cute?

pourquoi?

2010-10-02T17:21:00.000-07:00

i am utterly in awe of those that are gifted in a musical instrument.

& then i think to myself, how come i'm not blessed like that? hahaha

For me, my parents have to pay hundreds of dollars to send me to class to learn,

yes, i play classical but i want to have the ability to just hear and play.

WHY DONT I HAVE THAT SKILL. :( POURQUOI?!?!!??! :(

kthnxforreading :)

hai.

2010-10-02T13:59:00.000-07:00

just friends.

i prmise.

1 is more than enough

2010-09-10T00:59:00.000-07:00

I am so grateful for my friends. Seriously. I rather have a couple that are true, loyal, and just amazing compared to many that are just acquaintance. And thankfully, i do.

These peeps keep me encouraged all the time, and i dont know what i'd do without them. I'm sure u know who u are, and if u see this, i just want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart. I love you! :)

nat the way i want it.

2010-08-27T01:31:00.000-07:00

what is the point of this?
though we gather and share, but it seems like a dead end.
The expression of everyone's face is so discouraging.
I mean, this is suppose to be fun, encouraging, uplifting, something to be looked forward to during the week. But i dont feel it. Do you?

heart of worship

2010-08-10T00:19:00.000-07:00

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
and it's all about You, it's all about You Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it
when it's all about You, all about You Jesus

Yes indeed, it's all about you Jesus.
Since the beginning of ages til the end of time, it's all about you.

mumbojumboOnMyMind

2010-07-27T10:40:00.000-07:00

there are lotsa stuff going on my mind

1. relationships are so complex huh =P
guys i like seems to ... ugh, i dont know.
oh wells, we'll just leave it at that.

2. meanwhile, Auntie Cherline and Uncle Paul left today. While they were here, I've been truly blessed. I admire and appreciate them A LOT. man, gonna miss them so much.
Have a safe trip back to singapore!!

3. I feel crummy spiritually. Sucks man. I need someone that's accountable for me so that i dont keep fallin' behind. I want that fire that burns when i pray. I want to feel the presence of the Holy Spirit. but how! Heres one thing i know, God is truly gracious. Why do i deserve all that i have right now? I dont even know.

Dear God, the day is grey...

2010-03-29T00:03:00.000-07:00

O Lord,
Where is the light at this never ending tunnel?
Just a hint of light is enough to encourage me.
This infinite tunnel is driving me depressed.
I've never been so down.
I arrive at school, just pretending that everything is normal.
The other day, i laughed, but laughing turned into crying.
however, i denied it to everyone else. I didnt want them to know the root of the reason. but i dont think i can keep it in much longer. It's so heartbreaking to be going through this.
It's such a horrible thing to see my parents so down.
I feel so helpless. I feel like I can't do anything to help them.
Oh Lord,
Oh Lord...

Please, let this be over soon.
Please wipe off that defeated look of their face.
Give them strength. Give them life.
Most importantly, show us your will God. but please be nice, my parents
are extremely fragile right now. God, have compassion on them. Have mercy on them.

I believe, from the bottom of my heart, you are letting us go through this to understand and just trust in you.
what is worry? Worry is sinning. Worrying translates into not trusting you and your will. (For all the worries i had, sorry :( for not trusting in you and your plans) So Lord, I just want to hand over all my worries into Your hands. I know what you are doing is to shape us into your glory and victories to come. Please let this period of suffering be over soon.

Amen.

Girls are like.....

2010-01-25T20:43:00.001-08:00

Girls are like apples… the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree…

hahaha, there are exceptions of course :)

mixed emotions.

2009-11-23T23:18:00.000-08:00

as of today, nov 23 2009, our house has been sold.
i dont know what to feel. my most memorable memories have been created here. i'm so sad.
but at the same time, we prayed and if this house was to be sold, it was part of God's plan. so i'm kinda excited to see what he has in store for us. i really want the house that has 8 bedrooms though. :) hahaha. Everyone in that house except one has agreed. but, we still gotta persuade the last person. Lord, i pray that if that's the house, that everyone in the family will be in agreement Amen.. ...
ahh, i feel like crying now. i'll miss this house sooo much. you have no idea.

< / 3

something cheesy for ya ! :)

2009-09-23T23:50:00.001-07:00

sometimes you gotta run away; so you can see who will run after you

sometimes you gotta talk quiter; just to see who's listening

sometimes you gotta step up in a fight; just to see who's standing by your side

sometimes you gotta make a wrong decision; only to see who's there to help you fix it

sometimes you gotta let go of the one you love; just to see if they love you enough to come back to you...

WISHLIST/ TO ACHIEVE LIST =)

2009-08-30T23:45:00.001-07:00

wishlist :

external hard drive, 350G, is really need right now.
(my photo ablums in my computer is.. increasing rapidly. good and bad thing)
MAC pro laptop with Adobe Photoshop installed :) and all the other necessities.
Sony HVL-F58AM external flash for Ebi.
Macro lens;
a new strap for my camera. The "SONY" logo is falling apart.. o_o

to achieve list:

excel in my gr 10 piano exam
learn as much guitar as possible.
(GREAT progress! i know how to play G, D, C, A, & E already!! =D !! )
great academic grades in Grade 12; senior year / hopefully 4.0GPA
get accepted into UBC.

content; adj

2009-08-09T23:44:00.000-07:00

content:
–adjective

1.	satisfied with what one is or has; not wanting more or anything else.

that's what needs to happen in my life right now. Just be satisfied with what i've got and not complain. I'm very blessed already, so what more do i want?
Materialism is very attractive aint it? it can just devour your whole life. Constantly striving for people's approval or to be accepted.
I remember getting my 1st TNA sweater.. i wanted it really badly but 2 months after i got it. it doesnt even bring me much happiness. It's just ANOTHER sweater, you know.
Just have to remind myself, so that i dont get caught up with the society. sigh. real tough man. real tough.

gotta excel.

2009-07-30T00:03:00.001-07:00

gr 10 piano now.
I got accepted to learn from Mr.Schmuecker ( i think i misspelled it) LOL.
ANYWAYS, he is my ex-piano teacher's husband. :)
i gotta tell you, his is remarkable. It's been like 3 lessons with him and i've learned so much.
each lesson pushes me to become a pianist.
no joke. wow man. for my study #1, i never knew i could play that fast.
i love how i play on one piano, and he plays on the other. =) .. it's so fun. i loveeeeeeeeee it.
now, all i gotta do is:
live up to his standards now. cos, they're pretty high.

i can't wait till the end of the year.. to see my improvement. wooowoo

SUMMER TO DO LIST - UPDATED. AUG

2009-07-09T17:26:00.000-07:00

THINGS TO ACCOMPLISH OVER THE SUMMER:

- make lotsa money from work ^_^ =) --- progress is GREAT. > EXCELLENT! .
- beach avec mes amies.
- PHOTOSHOOT with my model
- all nighter
- hang with chuuu ( i doubt so though.. =P )
- ~~fireworks~~
- ~~nightmarket~~
- do something rebellious :) LOL
- bonfireeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
- i miss you cousin..
- sleep over with MY HOMIES :)
- shopping> get myself lotsa things
- ~~get myself an acceptable tan! >=) -- getting there!~~
- ~~go camping?~~
- SKIMBOARDINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
- meet new people :)

truly God's grace

2009-06-09T23:20:00.001-07:00

oh dear Lord, what have i done to deserve your endless grace and mercy upon my life?
Although, i dont often stay on track.. yet you pour down your endless mercy. I truly thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for my blessed life. I'm so sorry for all the things i've done that's unpleasing. Please forgive me.

I love you Jesus. You are my all in all.

summer 2009; (8) JUST LIVE YOUR LIFEEEEE

2009-06-06T00:28:00.000-07:00

holla, SUMMER 2009 IS JUST ROUND THE CORNER
this summer is gonna be HELLA fun. i aint gonna be a hermit.
i WILL enjoy myself ! hehehehe

so

THINGS TO ACCOMPLISH OVER THE SUMMER:

- make lotsa money from work ^_^
- beach avec mes amies.
- PHOTOSHOOT with my model
- all nighter
- hang with chuuu ( i doubt so though.. =P )
- fireworks
- nightmarket
- do something rebellious :) LOL
- bonfireeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
- i miss you cousin <3>
- sleep over with MY HOMIES :)
- shopping> get myself lotsa things
- get myself an acceptable tan! >=)
- go camping?
- SKIMBOARDINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
- meet new people :)

i'm sooooooo freakin' excited omg <3
SUMMMER 09 HERE I COME
but before that,
FRENCH final + BIO final.. >_<" omg.
so much obstacles ahead. durrrrrr. DO NOT PROCRASTINATE JOANNE!
or else.... =P

(8) how could you be so heartlesssssss __

2009-05-27T23:18:00.000-07:00

thoughts:
i really pray that history does not repeat itself. it would truly break my heart to see someone just go through the same process as the other. Please. I'm begging you.

dearlegarcon:
you cant just appear into my life randomly
and then
just disappearing off to no where!
tht's not cool ! :'(
-jj.

lesson learned

2009-05-20T19:11:00.000-07:00

i will never ever procrastinate ever again.

after last night horrendous experience, it's not frikken worth it.
i had the WHOLEEE weekend to do my bio flashcards due on wed and i had a bio test on wed too
i thought "oh, i'll finish it in like 1 hour" so, i didnt do it until tuesday night.
TUESDAY night: I HAD TO WORK. so i got home round 8:30 and then.. it took me like 3.5 hours to complete it. By the time i'd finished, it was like 1 o'clock and I STILL HAD TO STUDY.
omgosh... that didnt turn out so well, just flipped over the pages like once and then slept.
in the end, i got 5 hours of sleep? horrible horrible horrible.
soo tired.
so kids, what's the moral? DO NOT PROCRASTINATE! :)

on another random note;
i went rock climbing today. 2 really cute workers there. LOL.
crap, i didnt realize how scared of heights i am.. ><"

another random note:
ha, who was i kidding
that will never happen.
just a fantasy.
a dream.
but, i wish
it did.

wow. x34567545234

2009-05-18T01:21:00.000-07:00

wooooooooooooooooooooooo.
i dont think i can forget what has happened tonight. ;) ;) lmao
what a change in a person's life without God.
it truly breaks my heart to find out that u know, u've drifted away. I pray that u'll find your way back to Him.
on the other hand, haha dyam.
sick! LOL. what can i say? it was dyammmm sexy.. LOOOOOOOOOOOL
:$ uh oh. hahahahahaha
__________

&
watched Angels&Demons today with my homies, Chelsea+Tracy.
the beginning was weird.. maybe cos i didnt watch the DaVinci Code? or i just couldnt understand what was going on over all.. but the midway and onwards.. was CRAZY. intense man. mymy. the ending is.. tricky tricky. =P
lets see.. i'd rate it a 8.5/10 :) the beginning ruined it. =P if not.. it would get a higher mark :D

make a wish.

2009-05-14T23:12:00.001-07:00

Took this picture the other day. mmmm. so prouda myself! :)
make a wish. If i have only 1 wish? what would it be? Wisdom like Solomon would be just.... awesome.

"Don't wish it were easier, wish you were better. "~ Jim Rohn
i totally agree with that...

so to everyone out there, take a minute and make a wish :)

Cheers.

fool.

2009-05-14T00:26:00.000-07:00

ohmy,
i'm such a fool.
regrets in life.
was it my fault? was it just being too naive? Although being aware of the situation but at the same time i went for it? I shoulda thought bout the consequences after i left, but....
ahh. memories. thoughts. flooding like endless crashes of waves on the shores.
~~apartofmestillmissyou~~

(8) Live high, live mighty. Live righteously takin' it easy.

2009-05-09T20:43:00.000-07:00

it feels soo dyam good to get the Piano History 3 exam OVER and done with. Thank God..
man, i was almost late! i didnt read the part where it says "PLEASE PLAN TO ARRIVE 15 MINUTES EARLY" and the exam started at 2! so guess what time i arrived? 1:50! OMG~ At least the venue was close to my house *PHEW!* & the rest is history~ let's not talk bout it until the results come out eh?

so, i just realized it's May and school is over preeeeeeetty soon. Summer 09 is just round the corner :) I CANT WAIT !! you have no idea.

ms.panda

2009-05-07T19:43:00.000-07:00

sooo tired. i just want to get tomorrow's history 3 exam to be over and doen with. I really pray that i pass!
my eyes hurt. i need to sleep but i need to study as well.
dang. dilemma. =O

je n'aime pas etre avec une personne qu'est tres negative.
it's so annoying. ugh. just get over it. the whole world doesnt evolve 'round you. so, suck it up and deal with it. and at the same time, dont go and tell everyone and give a bad face or else u gonna make everyone around u feel depressed and crap. ><" grr.
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY:
WATCHING "CHARLIE BITE MY FINGER" ON YOUTUBE.
HAHAHAHAAH, totally cracked me up :)

(8) i'm begging you, i'm begging you to be my escape.

2009-05-01T23:54:00.000-07:00

may 8 is the day i dread.
it's arriving so darn fast.
chopin, beethoven, mozart! vivaldi! handel! Stravinsky! so flippin' much to remember.
what da hell man. =\

once that's over, my life will be goooooooooood . loving the sun.
summer 09 here i come <3

APRIL 15, 2009/ unforgettable day. / GOD IS GRACIOUS.

2009-04-15T19:07:00.000-07:00

APRIL 15, 2009 will be remembered forever..

i went to take my "L" aka Knowledge test today..AND I PASSED!! it was my second time.. yes i failed the first time, i'm so stupid.. hahah
it took me 25.5 min.. HAHAAHHA. oh my oh my.
anywais, i was on my last question and it was either DO or DIE. ..meaning if i get it wrong.. I FAIL. .. but if i get it right, I PASSSSSSSS...
so then i was praying so hard... --------will share the whole testimony on sunday-
and seriously, GOD IS GRACIOUS and ANSWERED MY PRAYER..

so this day is seriously.. amazing.. full of God's grace and favor
Praise Him.

shhhhhhhhhh.

2009-04-14T21:16:00.000-07:00

deep dark secret...

i get so nervous around like "good-looking" people
with the exceptions that they are already my friends..
why is that? =P
is it cos of my insecurities? or do i just worry too flippin' much what the hell others think?
goodness, this gigantic mountain i must overcome.

. ..

good friday

2009-04-11T00:05:00.000-07:00

it's good friday. Thank you Jesus for all you've done.

We should not grieving about Christ dying on the cross but rejoicing that he has cleanse us of our sins! Be reminded that Jesus was NOT forced to get his hands pierced on the cross, rather he did it willingly. because HE LOVES US.

I've found out the answer for receiving more passion, fire & zeal.
the answer is none other than spending more intimate time with God
- Yup. ^_^

anywais, GO OUT NOW. PUT ON YOUR SHOES OF THE GOSPEL OF PEACE AND SHARE WHAT THE LORD HAS DONE. SHARE THE WORD. LET OTHERS KNOW HOW GOOD OUR GOD IS.

i need.

2009-03-29T23:55:00.000-07:00

PASSION

FIRE

ZEAL.

.. i need all of the above. Lord, fill me with those i pray. Amen.

my babies.

2009-03-18T19:27:00.000-07:00

EVERYBODY SAY HI TO MY TRIPOD! :)
I LOVE IT.

hehe, ebi (my cam) + trae (tripod) are gonna get along quite nicely :)
oh baby, the wonders imma do with you two lovely's.
xoxo.

just for a day...

2009-03-17T01:06:00.000-07:00

just for a day........ try being in my shoes ya?
i hate the feeling of constantly being left out..
sometimes u just gotta make a person feel worth it you knw?
but i bet u dont give a rats rear cos u're always the center of attention anywais.
it seems to me i'm not even important to you anymore... so very unfortunate..
i feel used.. only coming to me when u need help or whatever. but not just to talk or chill.
i miss you.

spring break day 1 has flew by quickly. =P

SCHOOL'S OUT FOR SPRING BREAK

2009-03-14T14:29:00.000-07:00

yay, finally. the day i've been yearning for.
i need rest. physically, and mentally and emotionally. so tired of everything. too stressed out.
kinda bummed out tho, the forecast said it's gonna rain everyday. :( i hope i'll still be able to enjoy it ^__^
so i gotta admit, this past week was hell. basically.
seems like everything is falling apart. friendships.. friendships.. and more friendship issues.
everything wasn't right. finally, had an emotional break down. oh, did it feel good to just let it out! :D hahahaha. anywais, dont wanna dwell on the emo stuff
let's talk bout something good...
JE PEUX SLEEP IN! :) sry for my broken french. LOL.
yes. no homework, no garbage, no nonsense.. ALLLLLLLLLLLLL BY MYSELF
RENEWING AND RE-CHARGING :) yay.

Lord, i pray that you'll bless this week with awesome weather.!

poke

2009-03-05T23:30:00.000-08:00

TGIT ( thank God it's thursday )
early dismisal + NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY.. again
dontcha just loveeee professional development days? hahah.

i have nothing to say. sry for wasting your time.
OH WAIT

CURLING WAS FUN the other day :) amazing huhuhuhuhuh????
u'd think it'd be easy and jazz but when u actually try it, IT'S HARDER THAN IT LOOKS.
no joke.
we were just practicing how to slide, and i kept like tipping over -_-" my balance is horrible.
it was soo funny, 2 other boiz fell while brushing the "rock" down the lane. hahahahahahahahahaha.
pssss-- DONT WEAR JEANS/TIGHT PANTS when u go curling. i'm so dumb. ugh. my pants kept on going down, i shoulda worn my sweats that were my locker.. SOOO STUPID.
so yeah guys, heads up ^_^
& then, next wednesday we're going BOWWWWWWWLING. can u say
AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE?! man, i love p.e .. i wanna take it next year now <3 :)
woot.

wow, like seriously?

2009-03-01T00:14:00.000-08:00

my gut was right all along. i will never trust you nor will you be a part of my life. So why dont u save that act of yours for someone else eh? and piss off will ya?
lalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

___
ON THE LIGHTER SIDE OF THINGS...
i might be learnin' piano from a super super super good teacher. like HELLA GOOD. I'm excited and nervous at the same time.. cos he's a bit intimidating.. only when i play infront of him. however, i hve no problem chatting with him.. weird eh? it's like i have sooo much pressure to play well.. but that means i have to put a lot of time into practicing my piano and technique which i HATE with a passion. ^_______^

ohh
psstt.
today i was at crystal malll and i saw like THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE cutest guy.. =)
not those like immature highschool bois.. but he was like TALL HANDSOME & AZN ;) . LMAO!! it was funny cos he went up the esclator and then back down.. (NO, I DID NOT STALK HIM!) i shoulda............... dang.. regrets in life, i tell you. LOL
anywais cheers :) gnights

i want mac!

2009-02-22T22:30:00.001-08:00

Hehe, this is what we do in desktop publishing.. abusing the use of photobooth. hahahaha
man, i want a mac soo much now not only for the awesome webcam, but the color quality is sooo insanely better than windows... no joke..
*dear future bf: please buy me a mac k,thanks^_^
hahahahahahaahha.

anywais, how's life? well, my life to be honest is a bit blend and mundane. i wish someone or something occured in my life and spiced it up abit. that'd be fantastic. i'd truly appreciate it. hhaha

:) dududuuu, just a few more days before my dad leaves for japan. PROS: he MIGHT get me some accesories for my Sony DSLR, or clothings.. CONS: he's leaving!!! :(, no more chauffer. haha kidding. lucky dad, gets to go to JAPAN!! i wanna go there.. well, i hope he enjoys that place and takes a million pictures ..

february DA 14th~

2009-02-14T21:49:00.000-08:00

i spy with my little eyes.. an event that contains:
red, love, chocolate, relationships, xoxo
- Valentine's Day :)

Happy valentines day boiz and girlz!

just another prosaic Saturday. like always, it consisted of going to Chinese school in the morning, heading out of lunch however, my mom was sick so we ate at home instead, and going to history lesson. I hate not being able to sleep in! out of the 7 days, i do not have a chance to enjoy sleeping past 10. It's horrible i tell you. so, lemme tell ya, DONT TAKE IT FOR GRANTED :)
--- just a note to all the single ladies (self included): smile. you don't necessary need a boi or flowers or chocolate to make your day~ All you need are your girlfriends/family baby~. I'm sure your day will come when the boy that has been thinkin' bout you 24/7 will finally have to guts to approach ya ;) haha.. so until then... be patient. ^_^

ohhh GUESS WHAT?!?! , MY VIEWS ON FLICKR are INCREASING!!! yayayayayay.
i'm so happy. it thrills me to see that number go up one by one. wootwoot. i just only wish that they'd comment on it.. u know~

(for those who didnt get a rose:
here's one from me to you! xoxo)

kai wan xiao dui ba?

2009-02-05T23:27:00.000-08:00

this is a joke right?
i find it RIDICULOUS. like seriously? of all the people, u tell others but not us.
dude, boyfriends are ... #$(@%*(@#*$. talking from a frd to a frd, WAKE THE HECK UP. this is for you own good. if you dont want to listen, then let it be. u'll just get your heart broken even more. he has no friggin right to treat u like that. i still dont understand how u can be with him. stand up for yourself will you? ugh. this pisses me off so much. u keep crying. u know how hard is it for us to see u like that? i must say, it's not all bout you, unfortunately. so, open up your eyes and take a look around~ you have friends that care for you and apparently you just dont want to listen to our advice and u keep on being stubborn. is that it? cos that is sooooo dumb. i know u're smarter than that. c'mon. i really dont know what else to say. after lying to us aswell. dude, that is just NOT COOL. what were u thinking? is he soo much better than us? that u'd ditch us for him? good luck gaining our trust back. pull up your socks dear. u aint doing that well in school.
cheers.

Father God, i pray that u'll
help me tame my tongue. Help me
be able to love and forgive others
for u have loved me unconditionally.
Amen.

Verse of the night:

John 13:34-35

"A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another."

lost.

2009-02-04T22:16:00.000-08:00

GRR, i cant seem to find my darn rcme number so that i can check my gr9 piano results..
it's sooooooo annoying. i've searched everywhere...
i'm so anxious to find out now! >=( boo you rcme number. so stupid. ugh.

anywais.
HOLLAAAAAAAA SENIOR BOYS AND SENIOR GIRLS BASKETBALLL! :) congrats y'all :) :)
dang u guys are good :) ..
school today was just chill. spent the whole day at the gym watching the bball games :) wootwoot.
i went a bit nuts. LOL. oh wells ^__^

*GO SULLIVAN GO ! (:

verse of the night:

Prov 4:13
"hold on to instruction, do not let it go;
guard it well, for it is your life. "

flippin' opportunity of a lifetime...

2009-02-03T23:59:00.001-08:00

okay so desktop publishing today just totally made my day..
dude, it's such a small world
so, my desktop publishing teacher has 2 girls that are in the fashion industry
LOW AND BEHOLD, they work for Beyonce's clothing line..
and in desktop publishing, we make advertisements, web pages and just stuff like that..
so my teacher said that we will be making ads and if BEYONCE LIKES THEM, SHE'LL GIVE US $250.
CAN U SAY OMGOSH!?!?!?
insane huh? isnt it just like a opportunity of a lifetime?
i mean like, who in the world gets a chance to make things for a celebrity?
ESPECIALLY ME! like whoaaaaazzz..
anywais, pressure much? to exceed her expectations and such.
I AM SOO FLIPPIN' PUMPED RIGHT NOW.
LETS WIN THIS ! :) haha.. who knows, i might be hired! LOL <- (excuse me, i'm in my fantasy land).

verse of the night:

Prov. 3: 5-6
"trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."

Amen.

endless pain.

2009-02-02T23:35:00.000-08:00

hello ladies and gentlemen.
i am currently suffering from a headache. :(
ugh, i hate headaches. dang it @)#%()#$*!@..
so i'll just make this short so i can get some sleep.

let's see.. first day of 2nd semester..
to be honest, i gotta say it was pretty sad.. i dont know if i'll be enjoying it =P
pe- oh boy.. the people... .... x_________x"
french- an oral presentation by thursday already! without review! BONJOUR.
bio- dissecting a worm? omg........................................ *faints*
desktop pub- yay. photoshop cs3.. but boo. no friends in there ...

oh wells, i know what God has in store is the best for me. Hallelujah.

verse of the night:

Prov. 2:7-8
"he holds victory in store for the upright,
he is a shield to those whose walk is blameless.
for he guards the course of the just and protects the way of his faithful ones". ..
amen.

ma famille.

2009-02-01T22:10:00.000-08:00

today was just hilarious.
one thing my bro said which was totally true is :
"no one would understand our jokes" ... haha our inside jokes only [me, hans, and jhan] would understand :)
i seriously would be sooo lonely without my bros. i love them <3
Thank you Lord for blessing me with such an awesome family.

woo, it's the first of February! 13 days till valentines day. oh boy. LOL.
ANYWAIS, perfect start to doing my fav bible verse each night ^^ yay.

verse of the night:

PROV 1:33
"but whoever listens to me will live in safety and be at ease, without fear of harm."

talent.

2009-01-31T23:32:00.000-08:00

up. down. sit. stand. computer. television.
that just sums up my whole saturday. depressing eh? =P
while i was surfing the interesting, mainly flickr, to find some photographers, i came across this guys page :

http://flickr.com/photos/carpeicthus

i gotta tell you, his pictures are OFF THE HOOK. seriously, no joke.
his pictures capture the emotions and it just inspires you. (well it inspired me for sure~)
man, i wish i can take pictures like him.
i'll give u a taste of his pics :

(*i'm so dang jealous ...)

you decide.

2009-01-30T09:57:00.000-08:00

either you are ....

extremely friendly
or
stupidly attractive...

you may enter.

2009-01-30T00:26:00.000-08:00

oh how i dreaded this day (jan 29, 09)...

piano exam @ Sheraton hotel by guildford mall. haha amazingly i didnt have time for my usual sweaty palms and nonstop shaking of my legs!
u know why?: cos i was in the washroom! LOL! i thought i still had a lotta time before going for my exam but who knew when i came my mom was like HURRY! it's your turn .. and i'm was thinking "WHAT? NO WAY!" ..
and the rest is history ^^ ahahahah
Despite the hectic morning, at least i'm all done! no more ridiculously long exams and no more clogging up my brain with nonsense such as chanak crisis 1922... x)
Praise God it's all done.