i love

i love..

waking up to the emptiness of a house :)

Rewind

i want to rewind time. pause. and just enjoy it again.

but then again, reality doesnt work like that.

how unfortunate.

another note;

i want to move down and live by kits beach.

after my photoshoot down there today, the family left and i managed to sneak in some alone time before meeting up my friend. Everything was perfect. Couldnt ask for better weather. The breezy of the wind upon my skin. The kiss of sun against my skin. Haven't felt so good in a long time.

Not to mention, the good looking white boys everywhere. Some playing volleyball :) wow. sexy much?

July 23. I like you :) Thanks for such a great day.

it's boiling inside

wow, so this is what i friggin get in return?

I just dont want to care for you anymore. Why bother waste my frickin time?

I've never been so angry, so pissed, so disappointed.

Thanks.

seriously,

Thanks for wasting my frickin time.

I hope you have a good life.

Just keep living the way you are right now.

i'm sure you're enjoying this life.

Ha, yeah right.

My ass.

pain

your words are like a thousand stab wounds that leaves nothing but painful scars

i wish

why are you so confusing. I like the times we hang. it's so fun but then it's only those couple of days. Other days, i dont hear from you at all. sucks. leaves me hanging :(

but, u're cute.

:$

ergh

why havent i done anything?

It's been a while

My heart continues to break to see you like this.